Title: Instamatics 6/5/00 1/1, #26
Guest Author: kimberlite
Archive: Please ask.
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Todd Haynes, Miramax, etc.
Feedback: Please, to kimberlite@cox.net
Notes: Many thanks to Alex for all her encouragement and for letting me frolic in her playground.

I roll over onto my stomach, looking up from the floor to meet his gaze. His eyes are cold, devoid of the warmth I once expected when he looked at me. He's leaving the party, following Curt like a puppy on a leash, heeling for his master. I want to laugh, tell myself it's just a fuck, but something is different this time. I'm losing him. He looks so beautiful, walking out the door.